Friday, November 2, 2012

Thankfulness, blessings, and enemies

 
" Give thanks unto the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever. " Psalm 107:1

I cannot believe how fast this year has flown by. The holidays are upon us and I cannot help but think of all the things I have to be thankful for.

First and foremost I am incredibly thankful that the Lord Jesus Christ was sent to us as a savior.  So thankful that he loved me enough to sacrifice himself on the cross so that I may be saved. I certainly don't deserve it. I have let him down on more than one occasion but he loves me anyway.
I cannot thank him enough for all the many things he has blessed me with. I may not have a big house or a nice car but I have them. I have a job. I have a wonderful husband and happy, healthy children. I don't see myself as any better than anyone else. I do not have money or the finer things but I am certainly blessed  and consider myself a very "rich" woman. 
It took me a long time to get here. I was stubborn and hard headed. I didn't want to reach out to God for the help he was offering me. I am so very glad that I finally did. 
I would give anything if I could reach out to certain people and make them understand that life doesn't have to be that way. That you can be blessed beyond measure.Unfortunately I can only do my best to be an example and let Christ's love shine through me.  I am just thankful that he has given me a heart to even want to help these certain people. 
I recently took it upon myself to help a person in need. Up until this point if you had asked her she probably would've told you she hated me - immensely. Although, I still to this day can only speculate as to why. 
Anyway, after I did some things for her I get the feeling that her heart may be softened. Although I can't be sure. I have noticed some subtle changes and I find myself some days wanting to reach out to her and tell her all the reasons why I understand what she's going though. What she has already had to endure. I want to tell her how much better her life will be if she will just simply say "help me Jesus". 
I am thankful for this experience. It has taught me that it isn't that hard to love your enemies. That even if you never get the chance to witness to them personally, your loving & thoughtful actions are ordained by Christ and he is accomplishing something wonderful. 

So be thankful. Thankful for all of your blessing, all of your trails, all of your accomplishments and yes, even thankful for your enemies. Oddly enough, they are blessings too. Some of the best ones you'll ever have.

Thank you our gracious Heavenly Father for loving us and caring for us. Thank you for our blessings and the people that you place in our path. I pray that we may have the wisdom and the courage to follow your teachings and become blessings to others. I pray that as the holiday season quickly approaches we each find something every day to say thank you for. In your Holy Name, Amen.

Be blessed everyone! Enjoy the weekend!

5 comments:

  1. Thank you for your post. I have been dealing with a lot of depression & anger lately but I know this is not who I am nor who I want to be. My family was a normal family with job stress & financial instability but nothing could have prepared me for what was coming. I have two boys now 9 & 6 & my little girl 15 months old. 2 weeks after she came home from the hospital my husband decided it was time to take some time apart or at least that's what I was lead to believe. Now this is a man I would trust w/ my life who worshiped the ground I walked on for our 12 years of marriage. I was so hurt & torn & when I couldnt take the separation any more I was in the shower & I fell to my knees,lifted my hands & said " God I know divorce is not in the bible. I am doing everything & anything to get my husband home. I am giving it all to you. Please lead my family & myself & tell me what I need to do. Do I need to let him go or continue fighting? Please Lord help me I'm lost."
    That night I had a dream of a girl sitting on a couch as I walked in a room & I asked who she was & she told me that she was my husbands girlfriend for the last 10 months. Well the next day I went to have breakfast w/ my best friend & I told her about my dream. Remember my husband never even looked @ other women so we laughed about it & continued talking. Then I get a phone call & my husband says "If I pack my bags & come will you let me come back?" Then the phone hung up. I looked @ my friend & told her "he wants to come home!" so I called him back & that's when my world ended. She answered..I asked "who is this?" She then spoke to my husband & said "do u want to tell her sweetie or should I?" I then heard my husband say "go ahead" so again I asked her & she said "I am his girlfriend" & I asked "for how long?" she said since Dec which by then it meant 10 months. This was the turning point..I knew God was preparing me for what was coming by showing her to me in my dream. I now know she was an obstacle God used to strengthen us. We had both accepted God but never truly lived the life & we both swayed from our duty. My husband completely broke & gave it all to God. A series of events happened that like my dream, were nothing short of miracles. God also talked to my husband & I now have an amazing life but I haven't been able to get past the horrible thoughts of them together & the anger & anxiety that still comes with it. I know what I need to do. In order to let go I need to pray for God to bless her because her sins are not for me to judge.My first thoughts were of beating her w/ her own arm w/ the anger inside me but that wouldn't make me any better than her. After searching & reading posts such as yours I know that I still want to confront her but w/ a different approach. I want to pray with her & let her see the hurt she caused my family & I by my forgiving words. Once I know what I'm going to say I will be doing this. I do ask for prayers from everyone to give me the powerful words needed to help save her as well. We serve an awesome God!! Who would have thought that my worst enemy would turn out to be my greatest blessing! Sorry for the novel I've just been needing to get it all out :) Love to all <3

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  2. I am so grateful that God led you to my blog. I pray that you find peace and forgiveness. My husband and I went through something very similar and when I was finally able to forgive and pray for her, even help her out when she was having a difficult time my life was blessed beyond measure. Mostly my heart was healed and I became much closer to God and my husband. I will keep you in my prayers. Love in Christ! <3

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    1. Thank you. I haven't been able to get to that point yet I'm still dealing with my emotions it has been a roller coaster this last year but I have to Let Go & Let God. I can't do it on my own & I know that now. I appreciate the response and any prayers you can send my way :)God Bless

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  3. Certainly! Give yourself time, it's a process. The best advice I can give you is PRAY! Pray pray pray pray! :) Ask GOD to help you forgive her and your husband and ask Him to teach you HOW to forgive. God Bless you and I will be praying for you and your husband.

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